Everything sucks right now. I wanna leave my house and move to Austin, but have no money to do so. I need another job, but it’s impossible to get one. Not being able to see my boyfriend is constantly driving me crazy and for him he’s partying wuth his friends and who knows what. I cant fuckin stand school anymore. I barely make it to class and I’m failing practically everything. My best friend lives too far for me to see her or she’s either up her boyfriends ass. Being a hostess sucks balls. The other day I had to clean vomit out of a sink. I’m on the verge of tears constantly and feel so alone in everything. I have so much shit to do yet all I wanna do is curl up in a ball and cry. Kill me now.